He knew that he was onto something here. All of the logic seemed to make sense. But should he really trust his instincts when it required so much to be correct? He had to try. He made a bunch of declarations from the games that were going on in his head.
This had to work, he thought.
Did it really? What is more logical? That only he lived in this world or that everybody else was on the same wavelength. It didn't matter, the derealization was too powerful. He made some declarations to the world that he was ready to fight.
Not a good idea.
On what pretence can you believe that acting on these instincts will lead to an outcome other than ending up in the madhouse? It's a very good question, and I don't have the answer.
Last time this is going to happen?
I hope so.
"If I discovered a so-called objective truth ... what would it profit me ... if it held no deeper significance for me and for my life?"
-- Søren Kierkegaard, Journals
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